Current Mood: Listless
yosh. first post since i moved to Malaysia.
it's such a peaceful night when i'm writing tonight, and somehow.
i missed my family and my home soo.. so much.
especially Chocobi, yes. my best buddies evah, haven't seen you for awhile ;(
[okay, let's answer some FAQS.
quote: why did u moved to Malaysia? Me: to study. YES, to STUDY.
i might as well forget the reason why i came here xD haha.]
back then when i was still in my hometown, i can't imagine my life here.
my life now is perfect. a good university. a good apartment.
enough money to shop every week. hanging out with my girlfriends (yes, girlfriends.
can u tell that i'm normal now?) nonsense chit-chat. making new friends. going out with new friends. eating. eating. eating. yummy, ha!
if tho i have to die today, i will not regret anything.
i'm not trying to say, my previous life wasn't perfect.
right, my life now isn't perfect as well. it's just that, things get better here.
i usually have to cry atleast once a week, have to work aka helping dad at the shop, getting scolded, forced to eat, begging my mom to buy me new clothes [can u tell that my mom is such a fashion disaster?] and bla bla bla. moreover, familys problem, financial problem..
..which is a tiring life..
but somehow, i missed them so much more. my life wasn't perfect but atleast i got to be together with dad, mom, my little sister [which is annoying, obviously] and Chocobii. i never feel so happy back then, which i feel now everyday. being happy is tiring.. and boring.
i don't want any good clothes, going to cinema or clothes-shopping. right now i wish to be with them. i'd give everything to meet them.
somewhere in my heart i regret leaving them, i don't want anything i just wanna be with them..
Homesick. Orz.
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