never thought i'd miss school.

Current Mood: Nostalgic


here i am. sleepy, nuts, downloading anime. more and more.
uh, oh.
i feel lonely nowadays. i never thought i'd miss school, like this.
well, even tho i don't really think my high school memories is the greatest one, sweetest one, something i'd never forget et cetera. honestly i've ever hoped school would ended soon (red. read my previous blogs. oh God~) i thought my school life is boring, pointless, hellish that i hoped it would be ended soon..
but now here i am, hoping that tomorrow i can go to the school again..
crap, why would i why would i ? my high school was such a .. hell. did they brainwashed me? or cursed me? or?
one thing i know well is, i missed my friends and the atmosphere at school. i don't have quite much friends, tho. i cannot fit well with the girls, and i was like 'acting like an angel' type of girl. but at those moment, i finally discovered who my true friends are. that my life isn't that lonely as before. we got to see each other everyday, 8 hours / 24 hours. here i don't see my friends quite much, which makes me lonely..
those moment i lost back then, won't ever coming back again.